Sleep: Where Art Thou?

During every class and ironically, at certain times every day, I find my eyes dimming down... The mind dreaming of a bed, eager for a nap... Only to keep my conscience at bay! Every moment, I curse myself, thinking of the night before, "Why didn't I hit my bed early?" "Why did I stay awake?" These are the usual thoughts that come fore! Every night I finish my chores, thinking to be prompt and on time, While after the work, there's always a nag in me... A drag towards the "virtual world"... Simple browsing turns out to be a total crime! "This'll just take a minute", is what my mind says, "Lets see what's new on the news", is the next down the way, Taking an utter attempt to control myself and finally to disconnect, Only to find myself in my gaming world....an utter, yet exhilirating dismay! The clock is very loyal, flashing the proper time... Yet it seems when night dawns, My desire to do a lot falls in like a rhyme! The night turns black, My yawns suddenly seem to lack... Yet I keep on telling myself that it's time to head back, Only to find that dawn's sarcastically getting out from the sack! Yet another night gone by, yet another promise being made.... And I crawl under the covers, hoping to doze off, hoping to fade... And from then on, the lids seem to lose their taste, starting to wide apart... And thus I lay on, wide awake like an owl, with only thoughts of the morning to dread! Finally a question so grand.... Why is this sudden energy surge becoming a steady biological brand? Frankly I do not know, neither do I care... As I desperately hope this attempt to pen a few words will bring back my yawns... Helping me go back to my "nightly" lair! I am finally heading back now, with a single hope... That I do not keep staring at the ceiling... And that in the morning, I can really cope, But my only wish is that I can honestly find... My slumber indications, the next day, on time! But dear Sleep, just on request, please don't sway, Please come back....don't run away!!!

Lone Days...Lone Nights!

With reference to the title, the phrase may seem a bit twisted, But trust me, its neither a passion description, nor a fantasy to be manifested... Its just the consequence of being couped up in the room, both willing and unwanted, The inevitable claustrophobia creeping in undetected! With reference to the present scenario, the world seems like a blank page... Endless methods to colour it up : angry red, hopeful green or a simple thoughtful baige, But then again, the need to "chill out", the desire to take a break from the cage... Conflicts with the sole fact that choosing a memorable one's out of option: a major no to "engage"! With reference to the current mental state, I may sound let down or sad! On the contrary, I would rather say am living my dream, with a daily enhancement tad! But sometimes, it feels as though I could blow this out and head out for a wilderment pad... Whilst thinking simultaneously about the things to do, and things to be achieved for....creeping up like a penny quite bad! Its amazing : one's life! The thirst never dies, the hunger always scratches like a knife... Needless to say, with refence to my current status, a state I would like to term a "Dynamic Hive", Its full or desires & ambitions, with constant dynamic shitfs between focus and loose : its truly a phenomenon quite rife! I guess with reference to the title, there's one thing to mention, Though solitude may be hated & despised, it has taught me a lot, with measured validation! And I must say that at times, it felt as though I brought it upon myself, a silent extinction, But to be honest, it did give me ample time for myself, allowing the freedom for optimized allocation! Amazing it can be: the human goal, When it all boils down to a sole target, the journey upgrades to an expressway: no bumps, only tolls! I agree at times it might seem nice to take a break on the way, letting nature act on its role, But hey, I guess that's a personal choice: if you want it, you can do it, no harm in judging as an umbrella or a hole! Metaphorically, my title may seem as a message conveying my feelings of separation, constant jubilation, and on the focus that lies fore..... But as true as it may seem, it actually refers to the objective as to how i percieve, or may seem to peek down the pore: I like to see the "glass half full"....with the remainder service as a well on a hole, Fill it all you may, or go deep down as far you can....it all depends on your definition of "more"! Be as it may, seem what it may...the lone days and lone night do get tough on me at times, like a sticking out sore.... But hey, its life: you have to take things as they come.....maybe with cries, and sometimes with roars! But my motto: the sea may be endless....but there's always a shore!